OK, so whats been happenin since my last journal entry...
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i'm moving out of my mums place in 3 days, n goin to live with the father, should be a nice change, but gonna miss one of my bros heaps. He's awesome, we have long, pointless conversations at 2am, play fights, glaring competitions, i was never close to him that much, but was my other bro, and now we're heaps close, n i'm so worried we r gonna lose that now that we only just got it.
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The ex boyfriends driving me insane. Started calling me, which wouldn't be that bad, except its at like midnight n 1am when he does. Apparently he "misses" me. And he broke up with his girlfriend yesterday, so i'm trying to distance myself from him, cuz i'm not goin down that path again. Sure he was nice at the time, sex wasn't too bad, we got along well at first, n then i dno, just wasn't working.
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I haven't been doing much art lately, i think i'm out of inspiration, or i dno, i can't paint what i feel, cuz i don't kno wat i feel. Getting into photography a bit more now tho.
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Schools been ok, got full marks on my last art final, even tho i hated it. Gonna miss doing art next year, stupid parents making me pick hard subjects "u don't need art to be a doctor"...oh well, i'm doing history and english still, so get some art in, sorta.
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Looking through my gallery i think i need to delete a whole lot of my old stuff, its terrible, but i suppose the past is what makes you who you are now. Its the stepping stones that got you where u r.
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Lastly, i'm sick of being single, n lonely, i'm sick of complication, of arrogant people, of disfunctional family, of conflicts, of always having to be the bigger person, of what I've come accustom to being "normal".

Geez i need a holiday, and to get laid lol